Letters of a Lunatic

Gollum.

2010-03-02T08:49:00.000-08:00

Little hobbit,
why does he cry?
Caught in a web,
soon he'll be...eaten.

Praise Your God

2010-03-02T08:39:00.000-08:00

Praise your God well tonight,
He cannot guide you through the abyss.

That solemn valley you follow quietly,
Your words have dried in your throat.

Praise your God well tonight,
because you won't be returning home.

Travis, this is for you.

2010-02-22T08:46:00.000-08:00

Ugly, gross little boy across the lunch table,
forehead size of mountain,
teeth as ragged as ledges.

Never have i wanted to rip someone's face off as bad as yours,
but you're putrid,
and I don't want to touch you.

Ugly, gross little boy across the lunch table,
you make my eyes bleed,
and my stomach sick with disgust.

Never have i wanted to tear out someones throat as bad as yours,
but you're vile,
and I can't stand the sight of you.

Ugly, gross little boy across the lunch table,
You make my gut wrench,
and my brain bleed.

Naughty Little Boy

2010-01-09T19:18:00.000-08:00

Naughty little boy never cared about his reputation,
he goes hard,
goes fast,
and he's never gonna turn around.

He's a wild party of his own,
and you'll never need an invitation.
So ladies, come on in,
Cause he's never gonna turn you down.

He's the drug that I need,
oh please,
Tell me why should I leave.
Hell,
he's no angel,
but he's savin' me.

He'll give it up for free,
he's only out to please,
He doesn't love me,
But I don't seem to mind.

Wait, take another ride,
before I have to say goodbye,
It might be a crazy world,
But i'm in love with this naughty little boy.

I find myself waking up alone,
and now I've gotta feed my addiction.
Don't ask,
don't tell,
Don't give a shit were you've been.
Call him up,
call him over for a little bit of satisfaction.

Do it once,
do it twice,
Hell I wanna do him again.

He's the drug that I need,
oh please,
Tell me why should I leave.
Hell,
he's no angel,
but he's savin' me.

He'll give it up for free,
he's only out to please,
He doesn't love me,
But I don't seem to mind.

Wait, take another ride,
before I have to say goodbye,
It might be a crazy world,
But i'm in love with this naughty little boy.

My Demons, My Friends

2010-01-09T18:51:00.000-08:00

Those black shadows at the end of my bed,
whenever I'd stumble,
they were there to break my fall.

I always thought those demons where my friends,
but it seems like now they're out to get me.

And now I'm coming undone,
every hit of that black smoke,
clouds my already numb mind.

I always thought those demons where my friends,
but it seems like now they're out to get me.

And now I'm falling apart,
every inhale of that black smoke,
fogs my growing sickness.

You Asked Me To Love You

2010-01-09T18:41:00.000-08:00

Sitting in the dark,
I can't seem to forget,
Giving up and realizing it's you that i'll never get.

Another bittersweet story of the pit falls of angry fate,
I can't go back again.
But you asked me to love you,
and I did,
Trading my emotions to a contract,
I just submit.

And when I finally get away,
I only get away so far.
The other side of me,
I think it's dead,
and I know it won't be born again.

I'll never survive,
with these dead memories,
quickly rotting away in my black heart.

Footie Wars

2010-01-07T09:00:00.000-08:00

The feet attack,
like invading Russia.

Of Love and Sinew

2010-01-07T08:44:00.000-08:00

It's the bitter taste of copper in my mouth
The unusual texture of flesh and sinew,
I'm not familiar.

It's vomit worthy,
the solid whites of your eyes.
Were they not once a brilliant shade of green?
I can't recall.

It's Winter again,
and the vultures are celebrating no hunger.
The warmth of your pale skin,
I will not remember.